Dr. Belle Taylor Acupuncture

One I have never met before, a queen slowly opening her hearts door.

A realization leapt into my mind, am I prepared to let go of turbulent times?

A way of life I have created all these years, a safe identity to keep me small and insecure in fears.

Am I ready for truth, true love, joy and light…

Do I still crave and desire the dramatic stimulus of fight?

Am I ready to courageously create, share and weave my dream, or do I enjoy the stagnate frustration of the goalless existence in between.

Can I handle the power, force and vulnerability of singing my purpose, or am I content and comfortable in humoring my identity of self worthlessness…

And then my gaze became fixed upon you. A king to the core through and through.

The one who’s attention gracefully pierces through all my childish shit.

The one who effortlessly cultivates the goddess and queen beneath it.

I have never know what it is to be held by a real man, for the first time in my life I’m discovering that I can.

It’s terrifyingly wonderful and I’m blissfully scared, to be seen so deeply, my souls depths exposed and shared.

You shatter my egos walls and kill my aloof identities with the gift that is your presence, your integrity, values and wisdom shines light upon my essence.

A shaky little voice in my heart asks am I really worthy of this depth of love?

I feel I’m being penetrated by the divine father from above.

You are the epitome of divine masculine force, it is my deepest wish to surrender to you of course!

To be enlightened by the luminescence of your sheer depth, beauty and power.

To be moved and create with the life force you powerfully and pleasurably gift me hour to hour.

I am enamored by your smell, your touch your taste.

The sound of your voice the look of your face.

I am inspired by your wisdom, humility and power.

You are my strength, my rock, my tower.

I am awakened by your transparent authenticity, your nature of ease, openness and simplicity.

I am empowered and awe inspired at your vision, your dreams, you bring life to fruition effortlessly it seems.

I am motivated by your hard work and perseverance, awakened and aroused at your appearance.

An old belief tells me I am meek in comparison to you, you gently reassure it is my feminine vulnerability shining through.

I am so incredibly blessed to have you beaming in my life.

Baby I want to be with you forever, your lover, your best friend, your wife.

I love who you are, what you do and how you make me feel!

I’m still pinching myself that you are real!

I am watching the scared, small thinking little girl in me die.

Because of you I have discovered my life’s why!

Baby I love you so much it makes my heart bleed and my eyes cry!

Because of you I am growing higher than high!!

Thank you my angel!

Thank you for holding me as I die.

Reborn again into a woman, with you at my side I remember how to fly!

Ps. To me your the worlds most AMAZING guy!